Tuesday, July 26, 2011

July, please be the month

I went in for a mid-cycle sonogram on July 12th. Our RE was very pleased to see four follicles all way over the mature size of 18.


 He wanted to make sure that I wanted to proceed to IUI this month because of the risk of multiples. I said that I still wanted to go through with it and he was very positive. He told me this time he wanted to optimize our chances and he would do the IUI twice this time.


 We scheduled our IUI July 13th and July 14th. My DH went in July 13th and his levels were a big improvement. My RE asked what I did to my husband for his levels to change. I just said it was God, we have been praying for a good level. We got an answered prayer and a good shot this cycle. We are so excited that we had an answered prayer. The next day my DH’s levels were not normal. My RE went ahead with the IUI because it could only help. We were disappointed, but we know that God doesn’t need high numbers to make a baby. He made this whole earth with just words.


2ww- I have been experiencing some early pregnancy symptoms but I have been talking myself out of them saying that they are just the side effects of the trigger shot.

Tonight I finally decided to go to the Infertility Support (Hopeful Hearts) group from my church. I am so glad I went. It was very humbling to hear other ladies stories and to know that I am not alone. I was recommended a book called "Hannah’s Hope", to help me through this journey. I can’t wait to start reading it.

My inspiration through the meeting

-          God is putting me through this for a reason and through time I will be grateful for this experience

-          This process has made me love my God more and more through every struggle, I am so much closer in my walk

-          I can help out couples who are going through this process with love and understanding

-          I need to let go and be ok with God's plan for my life

I should know something Friday, I am praying for no spotting and a miracle. My God is so good.

This is a song that has been pressed on my heart this week


                           Lead me to the cross
Savior I come
Quiet my soul remember
Redemptions hill
Where Your blood was spilled
For my ransom
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross

You were as I
Tempted and trialed
You are
Te word became flesh
Bore my sin and death
Now you're risen

To your heart
To your heart
Lead me to your heart
Lead me to your heart

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