Monday, September 26, 2011

1st Check up since injections


These injections hurt a lot more than the Lupron shots did :( I have to keep thinking about holding my precious baby. Even writing that brings tears to my eyes. I am praying that this is God's will for Kelcey and I. I went in this morning and gave blood, of course my veins rolled so she had to end up using my hand. I just got a call with the results from my blood work and the nurse told me to add another vial of Bravell. So I am doing a total of 6 vials now. Pray for Kelcey ( I have been super emotional lately).  I am so glad they thought me how to mix them or I would definitely look like a pin cushion. My tummy already has some bruising and you can see little red needle marks. Tonight will be my first time to give the big injection without Kelcey. I feel more comfortable when he is home to supervise. I am having trouble with letting go of all the details and remembering that God is in control. I am worried about my body responding well to the medication and I am nervous about how many follicles I have. They still haven't started to count them yet. I guess they are waiting for the meds to kick in first. Hopefully on my next Apt, Thursday morning, we will know how many I have. God is in control of every detail 1 Peter 5:7 says, "Cast your anxiety on God by trusting that he cares for you." And Philippians 4:6 says, "Cast your anxiety on the Lord by praying and letting your requests be made known to him." The connection is simple. Trusting that God cares about your anxiety is expressed in prayer.

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